So I am working on my marriage. Still not sure what the future hold's. But I will definately put in my effort.. and he's really been trying to. This really makes me feel positive about the future. I will be making my doctor appointment's next week. Hopefully I will get some good new's. Hopefully I will be able to have babie's. So right now I'm trying to stay positive. I know this appointment is long overdue..but at least I'm doing it I guess.

Other new's.. we told DH's friend that he has 30 day's. He's looking into this farmhouse. I guess he doesn't want a place in town. But whatever as long as they get a place soon! I am willing to stay here for the time being and try to make thing's work, but we just have to make some neccesary changes in our live's.

I also got an addition to the family on Saturday. I finally got my yorkie. She's adorable. We paid $450 for her. And that's cheap considering what yorkie's go for! She's soo tiny. I will be posting pic's soon. =) We drove 3 1/2-4 hr's each way for her on saturday. And she's well worth it.

Hmm... I'm thinking that this is it. I will be stopping by everyone's blog's and leaving comment's. Just cause I don't comment doesn't mean I don't read.

Thanks
-Chubbz

Ps..
I'm thinkin of starting a new blog. Keep your eye's open for it.

No longer moving to cleveland.. hubby doesn't want to do it now. But whatever.. let's see how well this work's out it hasn't been workinn for over a year now. Let's see where this get's him.. ugh. I'm soo fuckin frustrated. Anywhoo.. I'll type more later..

Chubbz

I will be going to Cleveland about a month or so earlier than the hubby. That way I can look into place's, get a job, and just get us established. There's really no way that we can go to the city (4 hr's away) with our dog's look at place's and then come home on Monday. So we figure this will be way easier. We will leave just about every piece of furniture behind either sell it or give it away. The less we have to move the better. And easier of course. We will also save up enough money to buy new dishes, pot's and pan's.. etc. Cause it will just be US and NO ONE else.. so we just need one set of dishes.. etc..

So that's what I'm thinkin about now..

Til Next Time.
-Chubbz

Tommorrow is going to be Sunday. The last day of my yard sale. I did pretty good so far I made almost 200 buck's!! I think I'll have my pool sold tommorrow. I still haven't sold my Blackberry Curve yet though.. so if anyone on here want's to buy it I will ship it. =) I'm thinking about putting it on ebay.

Me and the hubby need to save all of this yard sale money so that we can move to Cleveland OH. I can't wait. That's where ALL of my family live's. So I'm excited about it. I'm just worried that I pushed the hubby into it.. and because of that it's not going to work out. But he say's that he want's to do it, he just want's to make sure that he still has a good paying job, at which I can't argue with him about. It's not bad that he want's to take care of me. I personally think that it will be better living in the city cause ..

1) all my family live's there
2) I can take public buses to get around
3) #2 mean's that I can get a job
4) it's a city so there will be more stuff to do

Those are my reason's. And that's all I really have to report right now.. so I think that I'm going to get off here and hop into bed cause the last week or so I've been really deprived of my beauty sleep.. haha. Plus I'm crampin like a mo'fo.

Peace Out
Chubbz

This week has been so shitty. First of all I haven't felt worth a shit the last week. I've felt nausues nothing sound's good (to eat) and I've had terrible headaches. Not to mention I keep stubbing my toes.. blah blah blah. All in all a shitty week.

This weekend I'm suppose to have my yard sale hopefully it doesn't rain. I want to get all of this shit out of my house. Whatever I don't see (besides my clothes) I am donating to goodwill and never looking back haha. I am trying to de-clutter this place. Hopefully in the next couple of month's I will have all the clutter gone, and we will begin painting and changing out the floor's and the trim throughout the place.. So by next summer I'm hopin to have this place lookin real nice. Ya know? It's going to be work work work but in the end it's going to pay off.

I am also (when I start feeling better) going to start dieting again and excercising reguraly. I have to make some changes in my life to make me feel better. Soo time will see...

Chubbz