So I have been looking for a job and I applied for one.. had an interview and they are all booked for their training classes. So I have to wait. Tommorrow I am going to put in application's for restuarant's. I'm going to be a waitress.. it'll be nice tip's everyday and a paycheck. This will help me and the hubby get out of debt. I can't wait to get caught up. That's all I want to do right now is get caught up.. I've had this crazy idea about moving again.. I know I know... soo soon, but we need a bigger place.

Oh yeah, I'm down to 2 dog's and a cat. Well as you know one of my cat's ran away from our last house and we never got to catch him, so he's pretty much a wild cat now. And my other KITTEN got MURDERED the other night. I had this big black dog that I only put up with cause the husband wanted him, so I didn't like him to begin with. But he attacked my kitten the other night.. slit it's throat open.. the kitten never had a chance, so I've been pretty heartbroken about that whole ordeal. So needless to say that dog that I only put up with for the hubby is gone!! He's a cat killer, and even though it was an "accident" I will never forgive him.

So that's what's new with me....

I see that Angie has de-activated her blog which really sadden's me. I enjoyed reading her blog post's. Everyone is leaving.

=(

-Chubbz

Looking back through all of my old blog's and previous post's over the year's I have realized how much I've grown and matured. I can't believe that I've typed soo many page's. And then I can't believe that there are people on here with 100 plus page's. That's crazy. Eventually I will get there too!! I know for a while there I didn't post anything there's was just time's in my life when.. I didn't feel like typing. When there simply wasn't anything to type. But no more. I'm finally taking control of my life. I'm living how I want to. I don't give a shit if anyone like's it or not! Ya know?

So last night that girl came over. I'm not sure if I ever mentioned her before. I've been talking to her online and briefly met her once through a mutual friend. So she came over and the mutual friend. We had a couple of drink's.. laughed ALOT. The hubby went in the bedroom and watched South Park dvd's so the girl's could have the living room which was really sweet. By the end of the night (around one) boy was I drunk!! I definately like this girl. And I think we are going to have lot's of fun together in the future. We even had the same purse!! haha. Which was awesome. She really want's to go to some club's too!

All in all I had lot's of fun last night. And I really enjoyed myself. I wish I would of tried to meet people sooner, cause obviously I've been missing out on soo much. There was one down side to last night. I woke up about five.. feeling very nauseous. OMG it was horrible. I still feel nauseous. I thought that if I ate something that it would make my tummy feel better.. WRONG! So I dunno what's going on with it!

I haven't but in that application yet. I'm working on it. First I need to make sure that I have a ride. (still no license) But soon very soon.

I think that's it for right now. Buffy thank's for stopping by.. later I'll have to stop by your new blog!!

-Chubbz

So far so good with the whole nephew/gf thing. I can't say that I really have no complaint's other than everyone is ALWAY'S on my computer, which can get annoying seeing as were still paying on it. I thought about telling them they can help pay for it if they want to use it all the time. But I'm not letting my bitchyness come out.. YET, haha.

So the hubby & nephew went halfsie's on a new pool. It was four hundred buck's. But it's going to be big and as hot as it is outside totally worth it I can tell you now. Now all I gotta do is wait for the boy's to put it up.

It suck's I won't be able to make it to my sister's graduation party like I really wanted too, cause we hit a deer we don't have any wheel's to go with. Plus we don't have enough money, cause gas is expensive. But we will for sure make it out for the fourth. I really didn't want to go out of town this soon anyway's. But it would of been nice to be there for my little sister. But what can you do? Plus we didn't have a dog sitter either.. sheesh they really are hard to come by.

Hmm.. trailer is almost done. Did the whole bathroom in under a half hour. So that was pretty quick. Got the pantry section done. Now all I gotta do is some re-arranging for the kitchen, hang up some thing's in there, the bedroom. Move a couple of thing's in there, hang up some more clothe's. Yeah I know.. I've been hanging up clothe's for like a week now. (off and on) As soon as I think I'm done hanging them up... I gotta do laundry. And I think that's it. The trailer will be complete finally!! Hopefully by then the pool will be filled up and then I can just relax and catch some ray's. Instead of going and sitting in an hot ass tanning bed.

Let's see..
Period is all kind's of fucked up. I'm thinkin I need to go see the doc again.. a different one though my other one was a piece of shit.. well the clinic itself was. But this time I need to follow through all of my appointment's. I think that it's a hormone inbalance though. And that's what the other doc thought too. Cause I was doing some research and I don't have any symptom's for anything else. So we shall see.

I think that's it. It feel's good to be blogging again but like I said everyone has left =(

Til Next Time..
Chubbz

So the nephew and his gf should be arriving anytime now. This week is going to be a very busy week. So the nephew and gf are coming down.. my brother is staying for the week and plus we got our really HUGE dog back.... so this week is going to be busy busy busy. haha. Actually not really funny. Not to mention that I stayed up til 4 in the moring arguing with the hubby over what else.. MONEY. The root of all evil. Seriously.

Money.. something we dont seem to have enough of. Or let me rephrase that money.. we have enough we just don't know how to manage it and get pissed at eachother when he get's paid on friday and we have it basically all spent on sunday!! You think by now that we would be better with it.. but I guess not.

So I'm getting a job. I'm sick of him throwing up in my face "Do you know how much stuff you get every payday" yeah I'm basically sick of hearing about it. So I told him I'm getting a job for real (I even got an application) and were getting seperate bank account's. He can do whatever with his money and I will do what I want with mine. I think I'm actually gonna stick to this this time...

Hmmm..

What else....

I just need to get drunk....

oh wait no money for VODKA. At which I seriously need. haha.
once again NOT FUNNY. haha.

What else. Not sure. I'll be back on later.

ooh yeah.. what's going on in the stream all my blog's that I read hardly post anymore.. has everyone left me??

So I found a really great tanning place. The price is a little bit higher than what I usually pay. But then again I've never used a tanning bed as good as this one or these one's either. They have 20 bed's which mean's I'll never have to wait longer than 15 minute's which is great!! So I think that I'm going to stick to this place until we can afford to just buy a tanning bed!

Hmm.. the countdown is on til I wont have the house to myself completely for at least the summer. This is going to suck, I have certian thing's I do in certiain order's and I don't need anyone to fuck that up ya know? I'm looking forward to having someone to hang out with, you know do the girly thing's with. But then I'm also giving up my privacy. =( ooh well I can't turn his nephew down.

Ummmmm.... the house is just about complete all the major stuff done, all I gotta do is hang up a couple of shelves and pic's. And there's a couple of misellanous boxes that I have to find place's for other than that, just about done. Oh yeah, I have yet to tackle the closet that's a job in itself. I need to seriously stop buying clothes and shoes. But I love them soo much and I love to be in fashion. I wish I could afforder Louis Vouttion and Chanel. But this winter I will get a pair of ugg's haha.

hmm.. I'm thinkin that this is it for right now.

TTYL
Chubbz