So I told the husband the other that I had a blog online that NONE know's about (except him now). I didn't tell him what site or how he could find me just that he better believe that one exsisted.
I'm going to try to type on here everyday like I use to. For a while there it felt like I was typing the same shit day after day and that's now what I want to be about all boring and shit. So right now we are in the process (early stage's) of moving from this gorgeous gorgeous oh so gorgeous house. By early stage's I mean I haven't even went and got boxes I just know that I will be moving.
We will be moving back into the trailer down south. This whole arrangement right just didn't work out too well. I barely get to see my hubby (maybe if I'm lucky, 2 night a week), my friend's are all off doing their own thing's so I'm basically in the same spot as before. I have realized that I need to move on with my life, and push forward I need to stop thinking about the past and how fun it use to be and go out there and make my present time great!! So we are moving back down south and this time I'm really going to try to make an effort to meet people and make friend's. This thursday I will be going to take my driving permit test too.. I'm soo nervous and scared. But I do know that I've been putting it off way to long. So I'm finally going to go and get it or at least try.. I'm just afraid of failing that damn test. But either way I need to let the husband know that I tried and in the end that's all that matter's right?
What else.. the hubby's mom is doing great for the most part. Right now she's in the hospital with what they think an infection. Everytime she's get done with chemo and come's back home she end's up with a fever. But her cancer content or whatever is going down wayy down. So that's really good. That's like the main reason that we moved back here was to spend time with his mommy cause we didn't know how long we were going to have with her. But now it's look's like were going to get wayy more time out of her and what we thought. Which is fantastic
Still not pregger's and I just give up. I don't care anymore. My life is so free and fine without all the responsibility's of taking care of another one. So when it happen's or if it happen's great! *woohoo* but until then I'm going to party.. drink.. do all the shit I aint going to be able to do while I am. I'm not longer going to sit are and be sad cause I don't have a baby. God has it all planned out and when he think's I'm ready then I'll be ready.
Right now I'm taking care of a mom cat and her 4 two week old kitten's. They are soo cute and tiny and cute oooh yeah did I say cute?
The hubby said that I could keep only 1 of them though. Which I can see why we already have 3 dog's and a cat. haha. But they are soo adorable. I'm a big animal lover, (as if you couldn't tell) haha.
Well I think that that's it. At least for right now, like I said I want to start typing here either every day or at least every other instead of this once a month bullshit. But now I got a working computer that actually function's the way it's suppose to without freezing every five minute's. So I can get on here more often and then it won't be a hassle with the computer...
So I'm going to get off here.
Toodle's.
~Chubbz
