So my pup is doing better..much better. He's a survivor. But only time will tell as to how well he recover's. My other pup who just got nuetured is home. So I have a full house again. The husband came home early today, he wasn't feeling to well. So he's being a baby..lol jk jk.

Hmm..I really have nothing else to say I don't guess. Nothing really new here..

My pup vomited earlier so I yea ME as in IIIII had to give him fluid's through IV. Yea, imagine being woke up to the sound of a puking puppy right next to you and realize that you are laying in it! But he's better now, the vet think's it's cause he had takin his medicine on an empty stomach. Cause he's been fine since..thank gawd.

I'm gonna start reading the driving manual and soon get my license. I really want to find a job and give myself something to do. I am really bored..and about to lose my mind! I'm still waiting on getting pregnant. No luck yet, but I can't wait to be a mommy. It crosses my mind at least once a day. I just wish it would happen already..

Someday..someday, hopefully. Anywhoo..I think that I'm gonna get off here for now maybe I'll post something later.

Chubbz

I figured that I'd give everyone an update on the puppy. Let me just say that's it's been crazy sad around here. Well I tried the pepto thing and he still puked and puked. He wasn't eating and he was getting really skinny. So Sunday we decided that he needed to see the vet. It was an weekend emergency which mean's it took up the rest of our money in the bank..but that's not important. They took a blood test, and it came back, Parvo. Yes PARVO. The deadliest thing a dog can get! So right now he's in the hospital fighting for his life. When we first took him, she said that he had a 50/50 chance of survival. I was really worried. But she also said that we caught it early on and that no vital organ's were damaged yet. She said basically it's a fight against time. So they are keeping him. He's hooked up to a IV and cathitder. The vet called me twice today. First thing this morning. She said that since he's been hooked up to the medicine, he hasn't puked. And that he has gained some energy. She also said that he's doing really good. And they were gonna try to give him some water and see if he keep's that down. Then this evening she called and said that he did good with the water, and he's been eating. They gave him some food, and he was whining for more. So tommorrow they are gonna see if he kept the food down all night long. And if so then maybe tommorrow or the next day he should be able to come home. She said that she has never seen a dog let alone a 5 month old puppy recover this quickly. So let's all pray for baby nate. I know that this has been an emotional rollercoaster and I also know that it's not over. I'm just lucky that we caught this in time. If we would of waited another day or two he might not be alive today. I was soo worried that we were gonna have to put him down. I would of been devestated. But I'm praying constantly that he come's back to full health and that he will be better. He's my baby. I don't know what I would do without him. Now we are getting all of our other dog's vaccinated and I'm like bleaching the whole house to try to get this nasty disease out of my house. I'm still kind of weary about living here now. So...we might be moving cause of my parnioa.(I spelled that wrong).

Please everyone keep my baby in your prayer's!

Now we are gonna have a huge vet bill just when bill's and rent are due. Will we ever catch up??

Chubbz

Were finally by ourselves! Wait..what did I just say? ohh yea WERE FINALLY BY OURSELVES. No one else! Just us and our pet's! I honestly couldn't be happier. My house is soo quiet it's unbelievable. This week I'm gonna be home all alone and I haven't been this happy about that in a long ass time lemme tell ya! How long is this gonna last you may ask me?? Well after next weekend (his niece is coming down) for month's and month's! *yay* Finally alone time! Which is much needed may I tell ya.

Other news..moving on. Our older pup (Brutis) got fixed yesterday! So yea..he's probably a lil sore. (he's at the husband's mom's). And our youngest pup is sick. He hasn't ate anything in like two or three day's. But he has drank water, but only to puke it up. So we called the vet today and said that he should be okay til monday (business hour's) and to bring him in then. I'm really worried that it's something serious. And we might lose him. I love him soo much. He's my shadow--he's a momma's boy, and I have to say that I love it. I'm gonna be devasted if we lose him! But I'm going to think positively, I'm gonna stay optimistic (something that I have hard time doing, but something I'm working on). So keep him in your prayers.

Hmm..we got a van! Not the dream vehicle (that's and Eclispe) but it'll work for now. Now all I gotta do is study, get my permit, and get my license! LOL. So that's my next project.

I have decided to take up sewing! For a hobby. I intend on making curtain's, couch cover's, and table stuff! Sooo...wish me luck. I'm also going to make stuff with clay! (something that I truelly enjoy doing). Which is rad.. rad...lol. Umm...

I'm gonna get going..

Pss...I went to ozzfest last night and it was fun. It would probably be more fun if I was single.. LOL

chubbz

I would first of like to say that I love this "palette". This by far is my favorite and I intend on keepin this one for a long while!

I would like to ask when will we ever be alone?? Why you ask why I would ask you? Well every since we have lived together we have alway's had someone stay with us. Whether it's his dad, brother, at one time we had roomate's. Now his brother, wife, and 2 kid's are staying with us for the week. And it wasn't my choice let's just say that. But then again what was I suppose to say? "No..I don't want your family to stay with us". Exactly. I just bite my tongue. We told everyone that after this week....NO ONE is to stay with us for a while...LONG WHILE. I like lounging around the house in nothing but a big tee and pantie's. Is that too much to ask? Is comfort too much to ask? So that suck's. I like sleeping in..cleaning when I feel like it...not cause someone is gonna be over everyday. I like laying on the couch when I watch movie's...I like to actually hear the movie's when I do watch them...seriously is that too much to ask for??? I guess soo...

Moving on..we went to our "hometown" this weekend to visit family. Boy was that stressful. Driving 2 1/2 hour's with 3 dog's yea...not fun at all!!! Then his family barely get's along and they had a cookout. Exactly DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA! But it was kinda nice to see everyone it's been a couple of month's.

I was gonna go swimming before good 'ol Aunt Flo came but it rained..no it poured...no it stormed and we were out of power for about 3 hour's. It was hot..dark and I was pretty annoyed..oh yea and hungry. I guess today isn't my day. Earlier I smashed a suitcase on my toe and made it bleed then less than a half hour ago I tripped over that same suitcase and got rug burn. I swear today just isn't my day!

To top it all off...Aunt Flo did show up. Now I'm cramping! And it suck's cause I know that I'm not pregnant. I'm making an appointment for the gyno for next week cause by then my unwelcomed visitor should be gone! LOL. I just wan't a baby soo bad!! Hopefully sometime soon. I asked the husband if he minded if I started getting stuff for the nursery (cause I already know the theme) and he think's we should wait. That kinda pissed me off! I'm soo tired. I just want this day to be over but isomnia has kicked in. So I'll be up half the night in the dark cause kid's and family are sprawled out in the house and the husband is sleeping. So yea I'm fucked.

I'm sorry this wasn't planned to be a blog post about my daily bitche's... it just kinda happened... I guess you can say that I'm pretty pissed and can't wait to see what else this day has in store for me or shall I say night... pray for me people... I sincerly need your prayers...

Til Next Time Bloggerz...

chubbz

So yesterday was my birthday. I'm now a whole 19 year's old!! *yay* But I have to admit the husband made my day special. First of all he cleaned to house (by the end of the day I HAD to give a hand, it was driving me insane). Then we had whatever I wanted for dinner. But when he came home (from getting the groceries) he got me a card, it was so beautiful. I literally almost had to hold back tear's it was that beautiful!! And some pretty flower's. Oh how pretty they are! And finally a john deere mug. I love john deere. I'm not sure why.. but that's what my kitchen is done in. So it was pretty great. His birthday is in a couple of days! And I can't wait to make his birthday as special as he made mine!

So saturday I went to the eye doc. I was gonna get contact's. But I had these long ass acrylic nail's on and I couldn't get the contact's out, so I have to re-scedule an appointment. HOORAY! But it's all good. The next appointment I'm also getting a new and updated pair of glasses (just in case the whole "contact's" thing doesn't work out). But I think I will do just fine with them.

Today I looked up gyno's that accepted my medical. Now tommorrow I have to make an appointment. I'm so scared you don't even know. I have like 2 people to choose from cause the rest were all guy's. And I was like hell motherfuckin NAW.

I haven't heard anything from the ex yet. Thank gawd. But there's bound to have some more shit come my way..I'm just lucky like that
. Uh huh. This weekend his family (the hubby's) is having a cookout for our birthday's so that should be fun. LOL Let's just hope the ex doesn't get wind and try to show up or something like that..

The niece is down here for the week (as well as brother in law). So this should be fun.. *yay* I finally have a swimming partner!! Hmm..I think that's it..

More Later Bloggerz...

Chubbz