Ok, the last's post's I said that they may be my last for a while. But indeed, I lied. This one is actually the last one..for a while. Promise. Tommorrow when we are out running other errand's then that's when we are going to drop off this computer and our flat screen. It's kinda sad. But it's also kinda sad if we just let them rob us. Next payday we will probably more than likely be able to afford a new computer, but that's in 2 week's. What am I going to do with all youn's for 2 week's?? But it's for the best...I guess..

I'm really excited about going to the drive tommorrow. It feel's like my first time too..LOL. I think I may be more excited than the husband..LOL. So the ex, has broken up with her b/f or maybe he broke up with her crazy ass. Who know's but she's back on the prawl!! Gooo Meee... ( I don't know if I told ya'll yet)

Today the puppy woke me up at eight in the freaking morning, cause he had to go potty, I guess it didn't help that I wen't to be so freaking late. So, I took him potty, came back in, laid back down, and a half hour later, my mom called. Maybe I just wasn't mean't to sleep... Who know's.

So tommorrow is our "cookout". So today I worked my ass off on getting the house clean. Now it's all nice and clean for the moment. LOL. The husband didn't get home til like eight tonight..and he's already in bed. Today, he worked 16 hour's. I admire him for that...I know I couldn't. Back when I worked the eight hour shift just about killed me.

He still stand's his ground and doesn't wan't me to work. So I guess no job for me in the future, just a housewife! I'm pumped next friday I'm going to get my nail's done. I haven't had them done in forever, Cause Charlie hate's taking me (I don't blame him). But now that I found a woman to go with. It's nice!!

Hmm...I think that may be all for now. I'm going to miss all of you!! I will be back on as soon as I get another computer (hopefully soon very soon!!) Well I think I'm gonna get off here and snuggle up next to my man and drift off into zzz land!! LOL

Til Next Time Bloggerz..

Chubbz

Ps...I'm going to really miss you!!!! But I shall return!! Now me and the husband will have more "bedroom time" LOL.

So I'm still on for the moment. But this weekend we have to take it back. And I have to admit I'm sad to see it go. But we gotta do what we gotta do. We don't need to get jipped LOL. Um..

The last post with my issue's, me and Charlie discussed them. And thing's are better. But he's still having problem's with work. I don't really know what to tell him to do either. It's a hard situation. I would tell you the whole story, but it's a long one. So some other day..promise. He want's to move to West Virgina cause there are more companie's there in his field of work, or something like that. So I dunno. I just told him that I'm not living in a holler. LOL.

It suck's we don't have our air conditioner hooked up yet, and it's freakin hot in my home. We live in a trailer, and it's burning up. I guess it doesn't help that I have a hot laptop on my lap, LOL.

This weekend we have another "couple date" (not sure if I told you yet) I'm excited. Saturday, were having a cookout at our place then were going to the drive in The husband has never been to a drive in before! So it's something new which make's it more exciting! And next friday me and our couple friend's wife are going together to get our nail's done. Which is awesome!! I'm a girly girl when it come's to stuff like that. I like to go tanning too! Which suck's going in the summer, but it keep's me tan. LOL. Um..

Hm...I think that's it. Thank's for everyone's comment's on the last post they really helped me. I talked to him about it, and for the last couple of day's he's been watching more tv with me, and that's all I ask, for more quality time!! You see I'm an attention whore, I'm a leo and love the attention!!

So..I think I'm gonna shut this hot ass piece of shit computer down and finish watching Passion's. Does anyone watch Passions?? If so lemme know...I'd love to have someone to talk about Passion's too!!

Til Next Time Bloggerz
Chubbz

These last couple of day's I have been very testy with Charlie. I'm not quite sure what it is. I guess I know what I wan't out of a husband, and then I see what I get. So..maybe my expectation's are too high. I just don't know what it is. I love him, and even though I knew that he wasn't perfect, that's why I love him. But I guess, I just thought, that when we got married thing's would change. But suprise suprise they won't and probably will never change.

I just feel an fight brewing. I just wish that he would be more thoughtful. You know? Don't get me wrong he's a good husband, great provider, listener, I just wish he would be more thoughtful. Here are a couple of my complaint's and just let me know if they are reasonable (guy input would be great too!)

*We have completely different taste's in watching TV. He's more History, Discovery, learning channel's. Where I'm more reality, I like MTV, VH1..the only show's that we agree on is Reba and Still Standing. And the only channel we agree on is Comedy Central. Now sometime's I will sit there and watch his show's with him. Even though I don't like them, I do it, to spend time with him, while doing something he enjoy's. But when it come's down to me and my show's he leave's the room or ridicule's them the whole way through (which doesn't even make it worth it for him to be there). All I ask for is some mutual respect, and a compromise. I don't have to watch his boring ass show's with him. But I do, to "try" to take intrest and find more about it, and ask him question's. But he's too good for that. So..am I wrong?

*Movie taste's basically the same thing, we like different movie types, even though we do have some mutual movie's. But even if I think it's stupid and he like's it, then I give it a try. But he won't even sit through a movie with me. And I don't know why. And if it's something that he definately know's that he won't like, he won't watch it with me. Sometime's it make's me feel alone. I hear of everyone else's husband's watching movie's with their wive's that they don't like. I don't get it..am I being self-fish or is he?

*This thing has really been bugging me. The other day we got on the subject about tatoo's. I wan't to go and get my first one, and he want's to go and get another one. I asked him "why don't we get eachother's name's on us". He said "when you have my baby, then you and our kid's name will go on me". I don't get this. I replied "well were married doesn't that mean something??". So..I don't get it. Why do we have to wait. I mean..when I said I do, I did mean forever. So is it that he's unsure of us? Or am I once again wrong??

*This happened earlier, and this really pissed me off and I haven't talked to him since. I have an myspace account, and sometime's , (not as bad as it use to be) but I get messages from guy's, nasty shit. I tell Charlie, cause I feel the need to be completely honest. I don't wan't him to find out somewhere else. Or something like that. Before we got together, I had alot of guy friend's. But when we moved in together, I dropped all of them. I knew in the long run..it would just create problem's. (plus they just wanted in my pant's, so it didn't matter to them either). Well, earlier, I was on one of my friend's (girl) myspace page and there was a Korn song on there, and he said "is that a guy's page" and I was like "NO" "DO YOU WANT TO SEE" so I showed him the screen. And that really got to me..what the fuck..he doesn't trust me?!?! I have already told him that I have no need to get any attention from any other guy's. That he give's me more than enough. Soo...was I or am I wrong for being mad at him??

So..there are some question's, and trust me I am looking forward to your answers! All of your answer's!! They will be greatly appreciated. Um..I think that's it..Man I'm really gonna miss it here :( But I will be back..Promise..I can't live without yall!!

Til Next Time Bloggerz..

Ok, so here's the lowdown..first of all last weekend was lot's of fun! And I'm really glad that I gave it a chance. I think I may of met a really good friend. Then sunday we went to the local flea market together and had lunch together. It was great having someone else's company besides my husband's for a change :) So it worked out great. Yes it was the De lehoya (I think I spelled that wrong) and Mayflower (maybe) and the Mayflower guy won, which pissed me off. I wished the other guy would of won and would of kept the belt. Which really sucked major ass. But oh well..I can't do anything about it..LOL. This weekend, we are gonna have them over our house for a little cookout. Which will be good. And were going to back to flea market cause we seen some thing's that we like. LOL.

I won't be on, for a while. Cause, we get our computer through RAC (Rent-A-Center) and the husband called to see how much more we owe on it (we've been paying for it for like a year) and we had already paid like $ 1200.00 and we still owe $ 1500.00 for a $600.00 computer. Which really make's us mad. So were going to let our computer go back. And I'm gonna see if my grandparent's have an extra computer (cause they buy new one's all the time) and if not, then it will take a little bit longer, before I'm back on, cause then we have to say up some money to buy one. And I don't know what I'm going to do with out all of you fellow bloggers. But I promise as soon as I get my new computer then I'll be back on..giving updates.

I'm gonna miss you Angie..I might be on for a few more day's. But after this week then that's it. Soo...hopefully soon very soon I will get a new one. I will be calling my grandparent's tonight to see what they say. But other wise, I'm shit out of Luck for a while.

We are also sending our t.v. back, cause we can only imagine how much the brand new flat screen tv is gonna cost in the long run. And were gonna just buy a t.v. outright too, or put one on law way!! So. this is going to save us lot's of money in the long run and it guess it's worth it.

Well the hubby is home..so g2g

Til Next Time Bloggerz
Chubbz

So..Nothing really to new here. The husband used the smoker tonight and smoke some rib's. Man they were yummy!! And we made potatoes on the grill, which were also very good but we really didn't make enough. Which suck's.

So..Brutis is still not house trained, and he love's to remind me of this everyday.. today I found 4 pee spot's in my home. Yes people, not just one "accident" but 4!! By which one "accident" occured on my couch, that just so happened to be the spot that I decided to sit on, in my white shorts!! Needless to say, I was PISSED

Other than that, the day was ok. Relaxing for the most part. Tommorrow is going to be the "busy" day. We have to go to the bank so I can get put on the account!! YAY!!! GOOO MEEE! So I guess he finally trust's me with his paycheck's or shall I say (since were married) "our" paychecks! LOL. Then tommorrow night we got invited to some guy's house (of which I really don't know, but my husband work's with him) so we can watch Boxing!! YAY And so I can meet his wife, and all that good shit.

I hate meeting new people, that I don't meet on my own. Like now, my husband trying to be mr.friend maker. LOL. Who know's maybe me and this woman might really hit it off or something. I don't know. Tommorrow I'll let ya know what happen's.

Oh yea, started a new blog, this one is called "What about Men?" it's a blog basically asking men, question's about the stuff they do..and shit like that. You know what I mean. Um..so..if you should stop by and give it a whirl and lemme know what you think. With this new blog, I don't think that I really have any direction at all. So, we'll see.
Soo...hmm..I guess that's it.

Til Next Time BLoggerz.
Chubbz